At the beginning, I just wanted to have a try and became a Falun Gong practitioner with the purpose of curing illness and obtaining health. Later, I became an obsessed practitioner with the aim of achieving consummation. But now, I am awakened by my personal experiences that Li Hongzhi and Falun Gong could by no means cure illness, they would even kill people!
In the second half of 1998, I was not very healthy. At that time I got some illnesses such as tummy ache, scapulohumeral periarthritis, cervical spondylosis and so on. I sought the help of doctors, took medicine, and received treatments like massage and electrotherapeutics. However, they did not work, and I spent a lot of money too. At that time there were a lot of Falun Gong practitioners who sit cross-legged in Xincun Park in Wuxi, they told me that Gong can cure illness and there was no need to take medicine. Since it had such fantastic effect, I thought I should have a try.
I remembered clearly, it was October of that year when Aunt Ren, one of my neighbors began to teach me movements of Gong. And she also bought books for me. Then I began my practice of Falun Gong. Every morning I went to practice in Xincun Park and I read books every night. I felt I was a little healthier and became more and more reliable to Falun Gong gradually. I began to regard "truthfulness, compassion and forbearance" as the standard of my life, "persisted in practicing Dafa" according to the order of Li Hongzhi, and attributed all good things during my practices to the power of Falun Gong. Under the guidance of "the souls of all people will be released with the guidance of Master, 100 million people will be brought to the heaven", I was even more obsessed with Falun Gong.
In July 1999, the government banned Falun Gong. I was confused at that time. In my mind, Falun Gong could cure illness, and people needed no medicine after practicing it, which could save money for practitioners as well as for the country. Since it was such a good Gong, I should continue to practice. Therefore, I still practiced Gong and learnt lections at home regardless the persuasion and regulation of the country. Actually I paid great attention to it and copied new lections. I just wanted to cure my illness, became healthier and obtained consummation. Later the neighboring aunt told me that practitioners were quitting the Party and the League and she had quitted online. I told her that I was neither a Party member, nor a League member. And I just joined Young Pioneers. She said I should quit it since Master quitted. After considering and weighing it for some time, I wrote a quitting statement and pasted it on a tree in the Park slinkingly. Some time later, when I and some fellow practitioners gathered, someone said the fallow practitioners residing in the foreign countries were ready to boycott Beijing Olympic Games and asked for the support of domestic practitioners. At that time I believed that hosting Olympic Games would be a good thing for our country. However, since it was the order of the organization and Master, it was not a good thing for me if I didn't sign my name. Therefore I signed my name and declared that I would boycott Beijing Olympic Games, and I also asked Xiao Wang, who was good at computer skills to past the information in Minghui Net.
I didn't stop practicing Falun Gong until April 2005, when I found there was a tumor in my breast. At the beginning I just thought it was caused by my sins and wanted to eliminate the tumor by reading books and practicing Gong hardly. However, in July or August that year, the tumor became larger and I was more painful. I raised my illness to my fellow practitioners; they reminded and encouraged me to "stick to Dafa". Then I persisted in "releasing my sins" and refused to go to hospital. But in September, I couldn't endure the pain any longer, and there was tumor in my axillae too. I gradually lost my confidence with practicing Gong. Later, I went to hospital in the persuasion of my family members and friends. The checking result showed that I got malignant breast cancer and it had reached middle-advanced period, and I got hypertension and diabetes too.
Oh, my god! I have "practiced" for so many years, but the "Law Body" of Li Hongzhi didn't protect me in the key moment! And since I believed in Falun Gong, I lost treatment chances of five months.
At present, I have realized the counteractive features and inclement purposes of the devil group of Li Hongzhi. Li Hongzhi made use of the bait of consummation, cheated and controlled obsessed practitioners of Falun Gong, asked us to break laws and regulations sillily, and led us into a blind alley against the Party and the Country. My personal experiences proved that practicing Falun Gong couldn't cure illness. One would suffer if he didn't believe science and medicine and was obsessed with Cult. To those who are still obsessed with Falun Gong, please wake up and jump out of the lair of the Cult, do not believe the deceits and fallacies of Li Hongzhi any longer. There is no "consummation" at all. Persisting in practicing will eventually harm yourself and your family!
(Facts.org.cn, March 20, 2008)
